So I was at my Matalan induction today (I will be working at teh Elgin branch when it opens). It was pretty cool and I'm actually really looking forward to starting work. And I'll have lots of money. Yay! Though getting the store ready is actually gonna be crazy. I have to work an obscene amount of hours this week =[

Oh, to explain the title - I got my Matalan t-shirt and its black with thin red stripes. Very Fred Perry methinks =]

OH! 7 DAYS TILL CAKE DAY!!!

well it happens to everyone doesn't it? You may THINK that someone's perfectly nice but really they're totally fucking horrible!
James, for NO apparent reason what so ever, was awful to me. I asked if he was there because he didn't reply to me on msn and he started to swear at me. When I apologised for whatever the fuck I was meant to have done, he swore more. He was proper fucking horrible.
I wrote 'Wordless Wishes' about him and me in bed. Fucking wasted sentiment or what?!?! I cannot believe I was so fucking stupid!!!!
Why do I know the people I know???

The time for change is NOW. Pretty much because I'm down and I think I need to change things. And why wait til new year? And why even set long-term goals? Happiness comes from achieving short-term goals. well, I think I read that somewhere...
Well anyways, I want to have them somewhere where I'm reminded of them.

1. No smoking until my birthday
2. No more hooking up with guy no. 1 unless I actually want to.
3. No more snacks (as of next week) until Christmas.
4. Make things better with guy no. 2 by the end of November.
5. Smile more.

And I think thats enough for now.

Yeh, that was what i squeaked in history today. I may (MAY) have a boyfriend. Though I'm not sure I want a boyfriend right now. But on the other hand, hes really nice and we get on pretty well and hes a lovely kisser =] And yesterday he told me that i get all "glowy" when I smile! He actually said glowy!!!
But arrrgh I don't know what on earth's going on. I don't feel ready for this; its like it just jumped from round a corner.
Oh and I promise to get writing again soon. I've just been abit depressed lately and lacked motivation.

OK, so I've recently become more aware of labels and people's perceptions of others. But is it important? Maybe, maybe not. It all depends on your outlook I guess.
But other peoples opinion of you shouldn't shape the type of person you are. Because people's minds can't cheapen you, not the real you.
(I'm having issues)